January 2010
8 posts
I Never Know What I Want...
So I just pick and choose… Who cares if I make my mind up today? For today I choose you. I can’t change the way I feel, I just don’t think I’m feeling you.. But if you wanna try it out.. I’m down for trying it too.
-D. Smith
Haha!
Gotta man. Still got the time. Gotta flame. Still have the fire.
It’s been a good week. I totally got a scholarship to MCA from winning that gold key in the Scholastic Contest. I got a new boyfriend, he’s awesome. :D And I met an 8 year old boy that has Alopecia just like me.. :) It’s been a beautiful day and week.
Love Life.
I guess it really is short. Lol.
-D. Smith
“In the back of my mind I question why I keep calling
I guess I’m just...”
– John Legend - It’s Over
Gone..
Today I found out something that I needed confirmation on.. Only to find out it’s not going to make it. I can’t handle this.
-D. Smith
“You know the way
You’ve got some kind of way
It comes so natural
But...”
– Mirah
“It’s all good in the hood. But when I’m gone you’ll be sorry..”
– Katie McGovern
“Who knows how long I’ve loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait...”
– The Beatles
2010
I’ve already started this year off on the wrong foot. I’m tripping myself, digging myself into a deep hole full of all the terrible shit like being lonely and unhappy.. Due to poor decision making skills. Due to poor emotional strength. FML!
I can’t help but think how amazing my year would have started if I was just with him. If I hadn’t had fucked all my shit up with my...